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Furious Joy

by Billy Shaddox

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It’s a time to be Something that you’ll want to see We’ve been forced to feed On a watered down fallacy Never wanted anything more than change Take them in so young Easy then to make them yours Call it an education But it’s nothing more than Assimilation for your ease of control Reclaim the story while we can History’s lie is in the heads Of misinformed children Winners write the books To celebrate their victories Heroes, I say crooks Let’s end their perpetuity Ask the ones who never had a choice Ask the ones who never had a voice Reclaim the land you held so strong The future shouldn’t all belong To misinformed children Take back Take back Reclaim the story while we can History’s lie is in the heads Of misinformed children
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Hurry and mend it It’s not a dare Was it the real thing? Could be, we’ll see I think I was there A real man of passion And sporadic desire I’m giving up only, what I, think you Can stand to acquire Somedays, the stranger the times Who can say they know what’s coming now? Making up stories Forgetting your part You think it’s all nothing, but it’s, the way You’re breaking my heart Kids on the front line Of radical change We never equipped them, for the, mistakes We shouldn’t have made Somedays, the stranger the times Always, blinded from the highs Who can say they know what’s coming now? I don’t have the answers That’s not part of my job Most of the time, I’m in line, fearing That I got it wrong Forgive the folk singer His soul’s on the line He carries on and on and on and on and on and on and on and No one seems to mind Somedays, the stranger the times Always, blinded from the highs I say, the symptoms are mine Some hurt, but mostly I’m fine Who can say they know what’s coming now?
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California 04:01
I saw sunrise from your mountains A light that bathed me in your sage You’re not quite how I remember But I forgive your need to change All the inland hills and valleys A place my mother used to roam And carried me before I understood That this would come to be my home Take me back in California I don’t know just why I run Away from everything that made me Into the person I’ve become How could you grow me and not offer A warning of the consequence When the path away allured me I knew not to what expense I’ll drag my feet across your desert Wash my sorrow in your rain When the ocean takes my body The waves will know my song of praise Take me back in California I don’t know just why I run Away from everything that made me Into the person I’ve become Into the person I’ve become Into what I might become
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Last of Me 05:19
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Clouds around a limping sun Power lines, rivers that don’t run Technology from another time Drain the well, wake to find Water’s gone, all along Thoughtful plans, built to fall Superhighway connects it all Take your pick from what you lack Guaranteed heart attack By design, so benign Is this the change in me I thought I’d know So hard to say I guess I’m letting go I’m sorry Cactus mouth photograph your finds Draw some blood, prick us with your lies Say it all with nothing in your eyes Take what’s left, a culture slowly dies And it’s gone Yeah it’s gone, And we’re gone
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Up and Down 01:26
Up and down One more time...
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The Mood 03:03
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Oh Evan 02:08
Words don’t come the way they used to Thoughts too scattered to attend Wrote some songs back in your twenties But haven’t done too much since then Pick the pieces up tomorrow You’ve got a handle on tonight Until the moment when you’ve lost it all We’re still standing by your side Oh sweet Evan Don’t make us wait so long Put the cocaine in your cheek I heard the dentist fixed your smile Got hard to hide it with your missing teeth You’ve been at this for a while Oh sweet Evan I know you’ve prove them wrong Pick the pieces up tomorrow You’ve got a handle on tonight Until the moment when you’ve lost your mind We’re still standing by your side
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Karma Waves 03:57
Sometimes it’s not their words Closed mouths the silence hurts Beauty has been ignored I’m bold I wear my light I won’t apologize For being exactly who I am Karma waves and she draws her breath again Karma waves and I’m left out I understand Nothing stays where I am Bad days are only worse Identity curse Why should you want me more the same Karma waves and she draws her breath again Karma waves and I’m left out I understand How it’s waves How its’ waves Nothing stays where I am So what? But you don’t live with this One life and you’d like me to miss Why love is so hard for you Who taught the leaves to change? I want that and you call it strange Out here in plain view I’m hiding These walls don’t say my name In me the hope’s the same So tired of pretending for you Karma waves and she draws her breath again Karma waves and I’m left out I understand How it’s waves How its’ waves How it’s waves How its’ waves How it’s waves How its’ waves
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Bred 03:36
We don’t want your homophobia We don’t want your red dystopia We don’t want your great America We don’t need your fascist agenda Too many years of oil addiction Rewrite history into fiction Sell the freedom you disguise An empire you built on lies It’s not alarming Dysfunction is bred We don’t want your homophobia We don’t want your red dystopia We don’t want your great America We don’t need your racist media Bought the path you walked to power All you spoil the lives you sour Take and take and you’ve forgotten Your poison speech will turn us rotten We don’t want your homophobia We don’t want your red dystopia We don’t want your great America We don’t need your fascist agenda
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Wake Up Look around In the mirror Everything is moving You and I Growing up Whoever thought of this condition? Break the norm Be the storm That forces them to rebuild Understand Empathize You’re everything they needed Out with the old ways And someone you don’t have to be again Who asked? I didn’t You arrived Just as you were meant to Change minds Open eyes Live into your true self Nothing fits When you forget Who you are is shining Electric pink In fairy wings You’re everything I needed Wake Up Look around In the world Everything is better Because of you Being here You’re everything we needed

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Written and recorded in the fall and winter of 2022-23. Furious Joy is a call to action, a beautiful shout, and a love story delivered in 3 to 5 minute servings.

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released May 26, 2023

Written, recorded and produced by Billy Shaddox in the Gulch. Mastered by Jim Wilson. Performed by Billy Shaddox, Chad E. Mathis, Chris Wright, Daniel Herman and Theresa Peterson

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